Final words

I sit back a reread the final text "Please understand...I never loved anyone as much as I love you" It seems like a romantic gesture but I am tired of seeing words. I need to see actions. My heart is growing stale and torn. At work, apparently people know something is up because even though I am smiling they see pain behind my eyes. Guess I am finally starting to crack. May God continue to fix my heart and bring over this so no one will ever know how much pain I have been feeling behind these hazel eyes